Mistaken Thought

"I thought I was right but I never saw it coming."

The last time I checked, I was too drunk that I thought I have started to like him. So I just shrugged and shove it off. I even thought I liked this other guy I've met. But then I realized the longer I was breathing, the more I got to know how I was feeling.

It wasn't until we went back to school. I was back to my ordinary day and almost a month has passed since I saw my classmates since we celebrated Christmas and New Year in the province. I was excited to see them and bored at the same time. I hated the daily routines. They make me get so tired of life. Then I never noticed anything new when suddenly...

I saw him again. Of course I'll be seeing him, he's my blockmate! At first I didn't know what to say. Not that we were close and it was an obligation to speak to him. But he was talking to me and as usual making jokes. I didn't know what went wrong but I certainly was uneasy. It was like I was thinking up of phrases just for the conversation to keep going. I felt really different.

So my weekend continues until on the second week, I was having strange feelings. It's like I've never felt before. I was more uncomfortable. I was conscious, very uneasy and somehow I can't stop myself from looking at the mirror. The day continues until it was the last subject. Then somehow I couldn't look behind me since he was sitting there. I couldn't even look at him but thank God I could still answer and speak up without biting my tongue whenever he strikes a conversation with me.

Somehow I act like a freaking paranoid that I can't stop myself from smiling whenever he's there and that I act scared when he notices something. But at least I can say he still has no clue since he isn't avoiding me. Or does he know something but is just ignoring it and acts like he doesn't know a thing?

Bully For All Group: GROUP H3!

These past few years I've been really bored with my life. I didn't know who I was. I didn't know myself and because of that, I didn't know how to approach others. I was a pretender and a great one at that. The Lord made me realize that being a pretender returns pretentious feelings from others as well.

But that was before. Now, I have true friends who tell me if I look ugly or if I'm having a bad hair day or if I have a bad breath or if I smell funny. People who I won't call friends, but a family instead.

This will be my way of making it up to them for I was not able to write a decent letter when our C.I. asked us to.

I'll start alphabetically.

CARLO RAMIREZ
He's the group's big brother. Nakasama ko na siya nung 1st year pa ako. Naging magkaklase ulit kami nung 3rd year. Kung tutuusin, di talaga kami close ni Kuya pero nung naging magkagroup kami mejo naging close namin siya. Sobrang responsible niya at maraming alam lalo na pag nawawala kami. Minsan nakakalunkot nga lang kasi hindi namin siya laging kasama sa mga lakwatsa and bondings namin at laging hindi nakukumpleto ang group picture namin. Pero habang tumatagal nagiging kwela na rin si Kuya. Minsan nangaasar na rin siya. Siya pa nga ang nagbibigay ng ideas pag wala kaming maisip. Sobrang reliable siya at masaya kaming naging H3 siya! Yey!


ELAINE RAMOS
Ito ang pinakabakla sa lahat. Hindi mo alam kung 2 tao to eh. Ang payat payat na nga akala mo may alligator pa sa tiyan. Paano ba naman kasi, 10 beses kumain sa isang araw pero sexy pa rin! Itong baklang to ang kasama ko sa chismis at kagutuman. Basta pag nagkikita kami ngumunguya na kami. Pagkain is our favorite chismax. Siya na rin ang one and only loader ko. 2nd bank ko na rin siya dahil minsan may utang ako diyan. As in big time utang! Haha. Ito ang taong kahit hindi ko nakasama madalas, kapag magkasama na kami parang magbestfriends na kami. Kasi nagkakasundo kami lalo na sa pagkain at petix mode! Haha kaya kung nalulunkot ka at may nanlait sayo, puntahan mo lang ang baklang toh, bukas wala ng dila ang nanlait sayo hahaha.




TIMMY RAMOS
Ito ang, like they say, bodyguard ng grupo haha Peace Timmeh. Tahimik pero pag kasama kami grabi din kung humalakhak. Napakagenerous pa niya. Lahat kami may natatanggap sa kanya. The best din siya kasi everytime na may practice or project kami, love na love namin ang bahay niya. Kami naman ni bakla, love na love ang food sa kanila haha. Kakaiba kasi, parang restaurant lang hehe. Hindi siya ganun ka open sakin kasi diko sila masyadong nakakasama. Pero these days, mejo nakakakwentuhan ko na rin siya. Haha marami pa akong hindi alam kay Timmeh pero masasabi kong napakabait niyang tao na may konting kulo at pagkatopak haha.




TERET RAMOS
Grabi ang babaeng ito. Mukang inosente na mabait na walang ginawang kasalanan. Pero akalain niyo, siya ang pinakamalakas manlait sa grupo namin. Mga simpleng banat niya nakakalipad na. Totoong tao rin siya. Pag ayaw niya ayaw niya talaga. Mahirap pilitin to. Grabi rin kiligin to at rumampa. Conservative pero minsan naglalabas ng kutis haha. Masayang kasama lalo na pag sa mga malalapit na tao, lumalabas tunay na ugali nito. Akalain mo bang nagwala nung practice ng sayaw namin? Sosyal dinaig pa kami.




ALYSSA RANADA
Graaaaaabeeeee. Walking anatomy book to. Hindi lang yun, siya na ang nakilala kong pinakarelaxed na tao. Siya yung type na nagsseizure na pala eh akala mo nagduduyan lang. Nakakatuwa siya kasi delayed na delayed siya at tulala na parang hindi ka niya narinig at mamaya titingin sayo at magsasabi "ha?" Oh diba ang sarap kalbuhin lalo na pag ang haba ng sinabi mo haha. Pero matalino tong lokang toh. Laging late pero dun namin siya nakilala. Never namin nakitang magpanic toh. Pero basta ang lahat sa kanya slow motion. Sa pagtawa, sa pagsalita at pati na rin sa pagmuya ng gum haha.



ROSE "JABS" RAQUID
Ito na ang pinakaenergetic na taong nakita ko. Kakakita niyo pa lang may kuwento na yan mula tunkol sa mga kaklase hanggang kapitbahay niya. Minsan nakakatawa siya lalo na pag natetense. Madalas najejebs to haha. Grabe rin to sa jabar hahaha. Jabs na nga tawag namin o kaya Jamar. Siya ang 1st bank ko. Sa kanya kasi ako nangungutang at madalas linilibre niya ako. Fan to ng Starbucks eh. Spoiled brat na nga ako sa kanya haha. May times na mejo masyadong madaldal si Rose minsan di ko lam kung naririnig ko pa sinasabi niya haha pero nung tumagal natanggap ko yung side niyang yun. Bestfriend ko rin to. Siya lagi kasama ko lalo na sa adventures haha. Blessed ako dahil nakilala ko siya :)


HANNAH REANDELAR
Isa pa toh. Ang seatmate ko na madaling magopen kasi open-minded siya at marunong umintindi. Lahat nasasabi ko sa kanya kahit yung mga deepest darkest secrets ko. Minsan puro tawanan na kami nito to the point na nabusog na kami sa hangin. Very competitive ang babaeng to and she knows where she stands. There are times na nagsasacrifice siya pag kaya niya. Mahusay din ang babaeng to. Siya na ang may pinakamakapal na muka sa grupo namin. Hindi siya nahihiyang sabihin ang gusto niya lalo na yung mga for her selfish reasons haha the best talaga yun. Bulgaran na nga pagdating sa babaeng to. Kaso kung makaharap naman si DOC G hay nako, nagiging MENTAL PATIENT na. Akala mo inaatake na. Nahulog yung utak eh haha. Isa rin ito sa mga naging kaclose ko.


JEPAU RECILE
This guy is the real deal of abnormality, but in a good way. You see, he's the type of person that you can see tapping something continuously, banging the door like a malfunctioning robot and doing things in a rash way. Yung tipong magsasara lang ng pinto akala mo galit o kaya magsusuot lang ng gloves akala mo mapupunit na. Pero hanga ako sa kanya when it comes to technological designs. Sobrang galing nito at mas magaling pa sakin. Very detailed ang pagkakagawa niya at tipong inayos at ginandahan niya talaga. Kaya pagdating sa technical stuffs, he's the man. Kaso, malas lang talaga ang aura ng taong to. Tuwing may duty kami, we end up going home without handling a patient o minsan isa lang. Tapos uuwi na nga lang kami galing SM North linigaw pa ako hahaha. At first, mejo may annoying side siya but I have come to accept that at nakakatawa na imbis na nakakainis. Very thoughtful siya kahit hindi niya masyadong pinapakita. Pili lang talaga ang taong pinagkakatiwalaan niya.




VINCENT REGALA
Grabi ito na ata ang isa sa mga masisipag na taong nakilala ko. Laging nawawala to eh. Minsan nag sosoul search yan. Meaning magisa at nawawala bigla sa paningin namin. Very business-minded ang taong to. Siya na rin ang leader or ang nag-iisang bully sa grupo. Nagkataon lang na malakas siyang manginfluence kaya lahat naging bully na. Malakas din mangasar to pero pangalawa lang. Minsan kasi sobrang korni din nito pinipilit na lang namin tumawa hahaha joke lang Vince. Pero pag nastress ka, magaling magpagaan ng feeling si Vince. Akala mo kasi wala siyang problema eh. Pero kung tutuusin mas mabigat pa problema niya hahaha. Totoong tao to at kung ano pinapakita niya, tunay na ugali na niya yun.

May times na nagkakagulo yung mga tao sa grupo, hindi nagkakasundo at minsan nagtatampuhan. Tulad kina Hannah and Jerry, Ako at Hannah, or yung iba pa tahimik lang haha. Pero mas maganda yun kasi kahit ganun kami, nailalabas namin yung tunay na kalooban namin sa group. Kaya namin sabihin kung badtrip kami, kung nainis kami o ano pa. Kasi comfortable ako sa kanila dahil kaya kong ipakita kung ano ako at di ko kelangang magpanggap dahil alam ko na kahit ano pa man ako, tanggap din nila ako. MAHAL NA MAHAL KO ANG H3 AT SOBRANG GRATEFUL AKO DAHIL KAYO ANG MGA NAKASAMA KO AND IT MADE ME REALIZE THAT COLLEGE IS A WORTHWHILE PLACE.

 

   

 

What I'd Like To Feel

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk to her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

San Felipe Neri Nursing Home

So January 4, 2010 was the start of our duty in the mental institute. Unfortunately, we had to transfer to another place. We ended up having our duty at San Felipe Neri Nursing Home! (What's with the Neri by the way?) I was kind of happy because I wasn't motivated and excited at all when we were in Mandaluyong, Mental Health Center. The place was lonely and dirty and somehow scary. There were also a lot of students and I felt that it was going to be boring. Good thing though, we got destined to another area which was better since we had the whole place for ourselves.

It was a small building and we had our own room with a large rectangle table and was bright because of the large window. The hallway was long and quiet but it didn't feel lonely. So I was excited and calm. I wanted to know my patient right away. I was interested in knowing their story. I wanted to know how it feels like to be able to interview people like them and stay professional at the same time.

We got our assigned patients and I was lazy but after a while, I started studying my patient's chart. I immediately looked at the diagnosis and the doctor stated, "Alcohol and drug abuse". An easy topic! So my patient was only for rehab. Then I looked at his biodata and my patient's initials are J.N.

We were asked by our C.I. to begin the nurse-patient interaction. At first, I had the questions organized in my head. Since I didn't bring anything with me, I had to listen carefully and remember everything my patient says. So we began interacting. I started with asking him how he is. As we continued, I tried leading my patient to tell me why he was brought here but somehow I realized my patient was as smart as I am. He knows when to stop and change the topic. He was leading me instead so I had to think of another way of bringing us back on track.He was very hard to interrupt since after a few minutes, he was already talking a lot and sharing a lot of opinions and experiences with me. I admit I wasn't comfortable with the way I was sitting since I had to slump. We were only using stools.

After the interview, we organized games for the patients. We were all shy at first and somehow it felt awkward. But the longer we stayed there, the deeper we got to know our patients. We even joined in the games we organized for them. Then, during interactions, some were in groups while the rest of us were laughing and sharing stories with our patients. We got more information than what we were expecting and we didn't have to think about what we need to ask. It just went naturally.

At that moment, I said to myself, I wish we could still be here next week. I want to continue having our duty here. But that thought had to be erased. I was disappointed because I was having an easy time with my patient since he was so cooperative and intelligent but he had to do something that somehow shattered my thought of wanting to work there again.

He introduced me to his friend and I said hello with a smile. On our 4th day there, before we went home, my patient called me and gave me a piece of paper. I was touched that I received something from him but as I was trying to feel the paper, a certain shape came into my head. Why does this paper feel like it's heart-shaped? I looked at it and my eyes grew wide and very very wide! It was a LOVE LETTER from my PATIENT! I was nervous. Thoughts came rushing in my head. I don't want to come back here tomorrow again! I want to be absent. Why the heck did he give a freaking love letter to someone 20 years or more younger than him?! I started reading the letter and while I was reading I was uttering curses in between. I couldn't even finish reading the letter. I was frustrated. Then a little while, my classmate tapped me and threw another paper. Guess what, another letter! And this time it was from his friend! I was shocked! My classmates along with Sir were teasing me saying that my beauty is psychiatric! It was funny though. These guys haha.

The following day was our last day of duty in the nursing home. We partied with the patients and even played fun and exciting games! There were a lot of prizes as well. Then it was really funny because my patient was well-dressed and even sprayed a strong perfume. I just went with the flow but I never gave him signs that I was interested. I maintained professionalism. And our relationship was a nurse-patient relationship.

It was time for us to go. We said our goodbyes to our patients. It was really sad because we had a lot of fun and we felt like a family. Others looked sad and with teary eyes but they didn't let their tears fall. But before we got to leave the place, my patient gave me a bracelet. I didn't know how to react because I know it isn't allowed to accept gifts from patients but then my C.I. saw him giving me a gift. My C.I. smiled and teased us. What the heck was that LOL! Then we left and laughed as our driver drove us home.

But I realized one thing. Those times that we spent inside that little building, we dutymates didn't feel like classmates at all. I felt that they were my brothers and sisters. And we grew closer than ever. That's what made me happy and safe. Because I have them with me and I thank our patients for bringing us closer :) They had their parts in our lives as well.

Thinking Statue

Here I go again. Letting myself go deeper and further that somehow I end up depressed and frustrated.
I keep thinking and thinking and continues to think even though I'm not looking for answers.
It's not just thinking that I've been doing. I've been, well, daydreaming! And the worst part is, that freaking guy keeps popping in my head! Grr, gusto ko siyang pigain! Hindi ko nga gusto ugali nun eh. Though I admit mabait siya sa personal but still he's full of himself. How come I'm feeling the opposite?! I hate it! Hindi pa naman kami close! You know, he's like a stranger who pisses you off yet you are still attracted to him! Well, I'm attracted to him and I hate it but as I said, I feel the opposite! Meaning, the opposite of HATE! Well, not love. It would be too sudden. Admiration? I don't know and I wish I could just cut my head off -_-. Oh and for the record, I keep checking my cell phone even if I know his message wouldn't be for me. SO...what does that mean?

 

What I Left Out From Last Year

Okay so this is kind of weird but I just remembered when I saw him. It really just popped in my mind. We were at a Christmas party and I was one of those people who went home the following day. And my friends have been giving me shots of 'The Bar' and I kept drinking so somehow I was kind of 'high' already. Then these weird thoughts came rushing in my head especially when I saw a certain guy. He was teasing our classmate. Well, my classmate said she'll kiss him on the cheek if all of us kissed him. So he called us one by one and when it was my turn and since I was 'high', I kind of paused and just stared at him. And I was like thinking, "Damn he's cute", then suddenly something really really really weird came up. "Shet ang cute niya crush ko na siya", with matching fast heartbeats pa. Then of course, I pecked him on the cheek and I was like kilig because ang lambot ng pisngi niya daig pa pisngi ko!

So yun lang naman. I had to go back and type it since it really was funny and memorable. Still whenever he speaks to me I have this unexplainable feeling but I don't want to know it. There's this other guy and somehow I really like him in a way I want to get to know him. I believe that what I felt at that time was just a result from being 'high'. I'll never get that drunk when he's around, EVER!

Annoyance Turned Into Admiration

Okay so I'm actually a socialite person in a little way. I've been joining in certain orgs and clubs where you get to meet players and talented people while others are just there to mingle. Well I have this certain club named AXDC. I'm just an ordinary member though I did wish I could be an officer like the secretary or what but I realized it would require a lot of work and I've already been busy in school. I don't like much paperworks anyway and having my new phone, I'm having a hard time organizing my contacts and messages. Sometimes I really prefer cheaper products but it gives you a nice feeling when you hold expensive gadgets then show them off hahaha.

So anyway, our club organizer scheduled a get together and I was really excited because the location was a usual place of mine. I was only dissapointed because it was scheduled on Jan. 3, the time I got back from Batangas. I thought I wouldn't be able to come because I'd be so tired from the long travel. But I decided that if I really want something then I should do it. My new year's resolution was to get rid of LAZYNESS! It always get me.

SM NORTH EDSA

So our venue was SM North! Yey just 1 ride from my place. So how did my mom permit me to go to the mall when we just got home?

I lied to my Mom. I told her I'll be out with my girlfriends since we haven't celebrated Christmas and New Year like we used to. Gosh if my mom read this she won't scold me but the next time I ask permission, she'll be really interrogative. Then she was surprised and asked me what they were doing there and I said, ''Well, it is a mall", then she was happy because she'd be able to clean the house peacfully with no ME scattered around.

Going on, I took another bath, changed my clothes, then changed again, then for the last time, changed again. I went to SM North. Most of my clubmates were already there so I was really nervous because they said they were all boys and that would mean I'd be the only girl but then I found out they were kidding because the other one who was with them was a girl, only she's not really a girly girl, you know what I mean? Then I went straight to Quantum but on the way there I met my classmate, Jessica! I was just thinking about her because I got so addicted to Boys Over Flowers that whenever I see Ji Hoo, he reminds me of her.  Then I said my goodbye and went to Quantum. Jess was also with 3 boys and one of them was super cute and tall and.....ok he's a total hunk!

There I was at the entrance of Quantum and no one texted me where they exactly were in Quantum so I waited at the entrance but then I had a feeling that the guys playing over Drum Mania were the ones I was looking for. But of course, what if they weren't the ones? So I texted a couple of times and then I was right! BUT...I didn't know how to approach them so I said I was just standing beside the DDR. So they were looking around and I kind of wanted to laugh already. Then I heard something, or a lot of somethings.

"Paging SOUL!"

Shucks, the heck! They were shouting my freaking codename! Haha now I really wanted to laugh so I looked at them with a little surprise on my face. Then I just laughed harhar

Haru was the first one to approach me. I was like shocked! I thought he'd be a snob who's gwapo and full of pride that you can't even touch him. But I was totally wrong, he introduced me to everyone and he was well, maasikaso I might say. So I erased that first impression of him. Then this guy asked my name and when I look at him I was like "For some reason, I think I saw this guy before". And then I go, "Oh right! He looks like Rayver Cruz! Only thinner o.O". Then we stayed there waiting for others. I saw JRock who was a monster with drums and DDR! Damn he's good I wanted to beat him. He awakened that spark in me that wanted to try it out too and be one of the best! Then I saw Haru. He was like, gosh, fabulous in that ParaPara whatever which was the first time I saw one. Then I found out he has the game at home that's why he's so freaking awesome. The only thing is, he seems to eye everyone playing that game, as if awaiting for someone who'll put up a good game like he does.

So anyway, I'll be skipping some scenes since I'm getting tired and my back's aching. Man, for my age, I feel old already. So we were waiting for Meirii my buddy to arrive. I was really hungry since I haven't eaten yet and I thought I should wait for her before eating. So I went to Mcdo to meet up with her and the other guys followed me pala. Then there she was! Small and cute hahaha. Then we went to meet the others and back to Quantum with a lot of picture taking!

L-R: First Row: Jrock, Haru, Dark

Second Row: Mike, Soul, Leiro, Chooey

Third Row: Dren, Shiki, Calvin

 

L-R: Meirii, Shiki, Ayesha, Dren, Calvin, Haru, Soul

Ayesha and LeeAnn

So we ate at Mcdo and it was kinda funny because we had to offer 10 pesos each because the others didn't have money to spend so I was thinking like 'They were able to come here but no budget for food o.O. Weird', so I bought 2 large fries and 2 mcfloats to offer to the club :)

Then of course I keep on typing and it's like already off the topic when my title is "Annoyance Turned Into Admiration".  So going back to what I was really supposed to state, one guy caught my attention. He's not really gwapo and maputi but he seems appealing lol. I love his style, he's talented, he looks smart and a gentleman and somehow I notice he's a little of a flirt. But not in a bad way!

And ever since then I can't take my mind off of how much I admire that freaking guy when before meeting him he was just an annoying brat.

   

 

 

My Christmas Gifts ^^

Somehow I realized there was a reason why the Lord gave me a fullblown meter of happiness this season. He knew that I would be lonely for Christmas yet I really never felt lonely at all. God is good :)

CHRISTMAS WITH 4H!

Wow, I'll never forget this. It was the time that I had to tell my mom that I was coming home late but she doesn't need to worry because I have Rose with me but we ended up going home early in the morning haha! The only sad thing is, Vince was not with us. We were always the group who was not complete so sayang talaga. But still we enjoyed the games. We had a lot of fun especially that Sir Jeff and Sir Ephraim were with us. We really were like a family and I loved it. I wasn't able to swim since I wasn't able to bring any extra clothes with me and besides, I didn't have time to shave. It's like so dyahe naman kapag di flawless noh haha. We played the polvoron game, stack-your-mouth-with-marshmallows game, the swimming banana and apple relays, we also have a karaoke machine and we even exchanged gifts! I received earphones from YumYum Portugalete though I quite expected he was the one who picked my name from the ballot. Truthfully I was disappointed because it was not the headphones that I wanted from Comic Alley but I noticed that it was a really really good gadget. Whenever I plug them in my ears, I couldn't hear anything around me except for the music itself! I actually loved and appreciated it ^^ Thanks YumYum :)

THE H3 BULLY GROUP FEVER!

Of course the group wouldn't be complete without Vince's picture and those burger muscles lol. These are my brothers and sisters not by blood but my bond. I love you guys so much ^^!

MY CHRISTMAS GIFTS:

MOM: A whole lot of shopping together! She bought everything I point to her

BROTHER: He gave me a watch with Hello Kitty in it! Aww he knows I love the expensive cat =^~^=

FATHER: My first ever Blackberry! I love you Dad! Muah!

ATE KAY: The cute bracelet. I picked color black ^^

HANNAH: She knows what I love. The spongebob and since I keep holding my PSP, a PSP Spongebob case! YEY!!!

ROSE: And since I love Spongebob, I adore his bestfriend Patrick! A cellphone accessory!

JERRY: And because I like this guy. He gave me a picture of himself hahaha with other pictures of the group of course! hahaha

KUYA CARLO: He picked my name from the exchange gift of our group and he gave me what I always wanted: A mini backpack with a cute design!

Well that's all I think. Did I forget someone? o.O

I really love Christmas and New Year. I feel like the Lord is giving me another chance to be happy and to end my year with a joyful heart. New Year made me feel like I was born again and that the time to start over is now. I believe this will be the most hectic but wonderful year of my life!