Jan 24, 2010
"Before I realized how I truly felt..."
...I had this other feeling. A liking for a guy. I really wanted to meet him again so my friends set up another get together. But then 2 days before that, I didn't want to go. Somehow for the first time in my life, I felt contented. I was able to decide without ever having to regret it. I still went of course since I have already said yes. But only as friends.
I knew what my heart was actually telling me and somehow I found something worth challenging. This time it was my turn. What I've wanted without looking for it just came to me.
I never even got to thank God. But I'll be doing it later before I sleep.
At the start of my new year, I have found a worthy opponent. This time I'll be the one working hard.
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